Coming of Age

i am no longer a child -
i reach for volatile innocence
but clock hands hold me back
reminders of what's wasting

i am waiting -
as the unknown sky darkens overhead
the whispers of my child heart say patience
sunshine's just in her dressing room

i am not afraid -
held fast in joy and peace i journey
through hymn drenched mourning to
Love's sweet promise

af - december2009