Friday.



What to say, what to say...

I want to write, you know.  I want to talk about the overwhelming love of Christ.  I want to describe the warmth of the late morning sun. I want (and need) to start recording the thoughts, plans, and dreams I have for a new year with XA Japan - whenever that should come.

I want to write endless letters to friends around the world.

Alas, I sit at home with our little furry dog, Wilson, or study at the local library for Global (or just roam around checking out books I shouldn't have the time to read). Lethargic much? Oy.  I do find satisfaction in knowing that at least I've been hitting the "home gym" at least 2 or 3 times a week.  It is a start at least. 

Although sometimes I feel as if I'm standing still when I know there is so much more that needs to be done, I am happy because I know God's plan is in place and it is active and always moving forward whether I can feel the push or not.  I have enjoyed getting up each day and meeting Him over His Word and blank pages to write to Him - if not to anyone else.  I have the opportunity to talk to Kohei often, and am super excited and extremely aware of how blessed I am to get the chance to visit him in Australia in just a few short days.  I've made progress in my studies, created things that have brought me joy, and delighted in the love and comfort of being at home with my family.  I recognize that it can be a rare thing indeed to have a family that loves and supports each other as much as mine does, and I'm thankful each day for the love of Christ in our home that makes it possible.  I guess what I am trying to say is that though the past few months have seemed quiet, they are still treasured as an evident part of the bigger picture God has.  Anywho...

I was privileged to attend the funeral of  my great-great-aunt yesterday.  I had seen her often throughout my life, but did not truly know her well.  As the service was held, her pastor and many others testified to her devoted love of Jesus and to the study of the Word.  It was a celebration of a life well-lived before the Father.  What a beautiful thing - to have a faith strong enough to outlive you, to continue to bless and challenge others after having gone home to be with Him.  I want that kind of love for Jesus - for a personal relationship with Him that makes others thirst for His presence. It is always hard to say goodbye to a loved one, but I left encouraged by her life and genuinely happy for her. She's home. She's with the One she loved more than this life.  It makes one ask themselves, "What kind of legacy will you leave to those who loved you?"

It's a beautiful day. I think I'll head out before the sun disappears.  Whoever you are, have a fantastic day! For those who continue to support XA Japan through prayer, thank you and please continue praying for the our campus Bible studies! I heard from our director that many new members have joined and God is changing lives and revealing Himself through the Word weekly. Praise God! He is always doing a new thing, you know!

Until soon.
Amanda